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Biography NL's/♥ I'm reletively hyper and active if i want to! Sleeping, Shopping and Friends, #1 in my life. Ice-creams are my craves. My damn blog, my damn rules. Obey or HELL! I belong to a class, 3/3'10 and it's truely the AWESOMEST class yet. Treat me the way you want me to treat you, bitches will be entertained by me. IHearts(L): 3/3'10, HIM!, MC2, GirlF, Daughters and sons |
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Thursday, April 16
16thApril09'
Last Blogged @ Thursday, April 16, 2009Once Upon A Time, 16thApril09' Was in great pain ytd. &plus the days you never reply my sms, i've been missing you longer&longer. What's with me.....(?) 5days luhhs worhx. Or maybe i'm just too naive(?) Lols. Ohyeah, TY Audris for the panadol. &WeiTing too(^^)-For telling Rena that Audris got panadol! XD Haha. Never go school today. Was damn sick. Pain gone luhhs. But muscle ache, sore throat is back.....(!) I hate it luhhs;She dont even believe. Dhen forget it luhhs. I cant even eat properly now lorhx. Sighh.....(!) You said, "This time, what excuse are you giving the teacher this time? You've been skipping school so many times." WT-Fxck(!) When did i siahh(?!) Say go for cca later, she say it's worst. Zzzz.... WT-Fxck luhhs! I never go school 1 time only lorhx. You say until lyk i everyday never go lyk that. Dont believe, dont believe luhhs! I dont think she's gonna write parents' letter luhhs.... *Ha-Choooo(!)*[Muscleeeee! Painnnn!] I hungry siahh. But cant eat. D: Everytime also lyk that duhhs siahh! I just hate it when you always scold me. I failed my pullups only what(!) At least i pass the others, right(?!) Yeah, Jie is better, so? You evertime praise her only duhhs lorhx. When i do well, will you even say anything to me(?) When she did well, you'll always say, "look at your sister, she can do so much better dhen you, all you know what to do is computer games, msn and sms." Yeah, so(?) Does that mean anything? I got highest for my chinese, you only know how to say, "Hmmm, okay." When jie got highest for chinese, you'll say, "Highest for chinese? Good!" It's lyk so damn unfair luhhs! My academic result bad only marhx. She good in everything, HAPPY?! Everytime also lyk that duhhs lorhx! You only know how to scold me! Jie do things wrongly, you still scold me! We both sms-ing, you scold me also never scold her. You said you were scolding both, but you were looking at me lorhx. She also got msn what. Why you only scold me? I am studying what;Just that things just cant get into my head. I'm not clever, so? What can i do? Tuition wont help, tutorial wont help. This cant, that cant. Yeah, i'm wasting your money, but i'm trying my best already! Just because jie in express class, i in NA, you scold me more, is it? Not i want say, but is lyk damn unfair! When i do well, when would you ever say that i'm good? You just dont feel what i'm feeling.. I slit before, did you even know? This means that you dont even care for me... A lot of times luhhs! You all just dont care for me! Every cut has it's meaning! Not for fun! Everytime i cry, you also dont know duhhs lorhx. When jie bully me, you also say, "nevermind luhhs, let the matter rest." When i shout back at jie, you'll start scolding me. WT-Fxck. You think what? I'm not human, is it? You just simply dont care for me duhhs lorhx. When did you ever say i good? You always say i'm timid, coward. What can i do? You always insult me duhhs lorhx. I hate it luhhs! I really dont lyk this. When would you ever notice me? You just think that i'm useless, right?! For godness sake!; I HAVE MY FEELINGS TOO! I dont lyk to eat bread only what. I tell you kindly. You just always tell me off! I'll just keep wasting only. Dont you get it? Idw you to waste money on buying plain bread. I wont want to eat it. I'll just throw it away or dont eat it. You simply wont get it. This week we've been eating bread for the 4th day. 1 week 7days, 3 more days to go. Tmr are you gonna buy bread again? Or make bread again? Idw to suffer by eating it anymore luhhs. I want to finish it, but when i see bread, i'll feel lyk vomiting. Idk why, but i just hate it. Yeah, i waste money a lot. But jie is worst, right? She went out days and days in rows. &you never complain! You even give her money when she go out. When i go out, you'll keep saying, "Where you going again? Dont keep going out luhhs, waste money." I go for dance practice all those, you say i go out. WT-Fxck! Rmb horhx, i p5/p6 that time didnt even ask to go out lorhx. When i 1st go out, you said i keep going out luhhs. When did i for godness sake! Jie 1st time go out was lyk p4 lorhx. Is totally unfair! You just treat her better. Cause she's the eldest and clever. I just dont get it. Why you all always treat her better? Why am i always left behind? When i ask you things, you'll always, "Hmm, anythinganything." When jie ask you, you'll be lyk, answering her questions. It's unfair luhhs! I cant communicate with you luhhs larh! I'm sick, you just ask me eat medicine. WT-Fxck. When i argue-ing with you, you'll confirm tell me off duhhs. I'm useless luhhs, okay?! Happy? I just lyk to scold you on blog, okay?! What can i do? Lyk anyone will want to listen to this kind of things from me. Do you know that i actually cried ytd cause i failed my pullups. I always want your praising;when will i get it? Cause jie passed her 5items! You praised her! Yeah! I jealous of her! Can?! Cause i'm not as clever as her, as pretty as her, as sporty as her! I'm totally different from her! Yeah, i'm disobedient, so what? you think jie very good is it? It's only in front of you lorhx! I'm just used to it luhhs...... You prefer her dhen me, right? I have no choice but to bear with it now. I play audition is just to released my anger and stress. What do you know? You always say that working is tiring. Yeah, i know. But do you know that studying is worst? Teacher scold, nag, rules after rules, rtc. After all those, cca? Tutorial? Cca ends at 6.30. But do you know that is very tiring? Sometimes it ends at 7. Or even later! When i reached home, it's already 8+. Got a few times still must wait for daddy to reach home dhen can eat dinner. I'm starving okay?! You never understand duhhs lorhx! Sometimes dont even have time for lunch. &i've have to starve until 8+. From recess eh! You say i complain a lot. Yeah luhhs, cannot is it? Jie reach home at 7. Me at 8. Is lyk 1 hour difference. I just dont lyk this luhhs! Thanks Kimberly for making me smile ytd. For those who read these long&boring blogpost, please dont ask&TY for reading. |
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